I want to post something outrageous. I want to say something theological that rattle peoples minds. I want to say something polical that cuts at the right and spits on the left. I want to make mindboggling pronouncments about society and culture. But I can't. I'm too tired. I'm too weak. My heart can't risk the fight. My soul can't stand the weight. My mind can't slow the chaos. I am defeated before I even leave the trench.